Hang in there Santabot, yea, we're a crazy bunch here, there is no doubt.
From your short bio here, sounds like you are headed in a good direction.
Generally speaking, the religious topics are very hot topics around here... good or bad. People tend to get a bit riled about that.
And you are correct, this forum wouldn't be much fun if EVERYONE agreed about EVERYTHING.
In closing, I'll just say, DON'T DO DRUGS.