[Texasbelle]

and that would be you...........Brainsmasher. I have read this thread a couple of times since last night to be sure I did not miss anything. I wanted to be sure I was very clear on everyone's position. The thing I took away most from this is that you apparently feel that you just want to argue with anything and everything that anyone says. You are determined no matter what that you are not going to believe in God. I pity you for choosing this road, but hope that one day you will change your mind. I do believe and know that there will continue to be many times for you to make the decision to take up the cross and follow!

Above all though I feel so sad for you. Your life has most likely been full of hate, sadness, bitterness, evil, and so much hurt that you feel the need to turn it around on others. You have chosen this board and venue as one source to lash out as others. I can't help but wonder in what other ways have you lashed out? Is that perhaps the crime you've been accused of? Did it hurt someone? At what point will you begin to really take a good hard look in the mirror and see the self destruction here and realize what's really going on? All of these people here apparently, though they do seem to be tough on you at times, do care what happens to you. Most of them are probably praying for you. I will. I hope that you can find a place within yourself, your life and spend the same energy that you spend spitting venom and turn it into good. Turn that hurt and anger and defensive hostile nature over to "our higher power" God and see what can happen in your life. It looks like you've truly got nothing to lose and a whole lot to gain. There is wisdom to be learned from Isaac, and others. Try to do so and may God bless you and be with you.